Day 177, 188 to go

My sobriety only lasted a week.

Working in the nightclubs has made it very hard.

So I've decided to make a change.

I've quit working in the nightclubs completely.

I'm staying out of the bars and clubs as much as possible.


My first day of the new sobriety was Friday, February 19th.

I'm not allowing myself another drink until I get to 100 lbs lost.


I weighed in on Saturday the 20th at 343 lbs.

Thats 77 lbs lost total.

I have 23 more to lose to get to 100 lbs.


I've also lost a LOT of my motivation.

I've lost my workout partners.

I need to find people to go with me.

I need to find people to keep me accountable.

Day 159, 206 to go

This is hard.

It really is.

Last Friday I weighed in at 342 lbs.

That was 78 lbs lost in 5 months.


Today I weighed in at 347.

I gained 5 lbs this week.

I only went to the gym 2 days this week.


Since losing my job in December, my schedule has been all thrown off.

I stay up late and sleep in late.

I wake up with no motivation.

I just dont feel like going to the gym.


I started doing some work for a couple night clubs and started drinking a lot.

I've decided that I'm gonna stop drinking for a month...

...starting tonight.


I have to lose 27 more pounds to get to the 100 lbs lost.

I'm supposed to do it by August 31st.

I'd like to do it by June 1st.

Can I?